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i dont say much. but i always want t o say more
10 years ago
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there are few people i have thanked for being friends..normally just cause they are on in bad times in my thoughts wander and drift...
but thank you all. It does me alot to me, some of you have been around in times where i really needed a friend and you never knew it, others have come and gone like the seasons. long past... and you'll never see this, im sorry. some of you ive hurt, some of us have drifted apart, i miss you, i used to be more...vigorous in talking to people, sorry.
i love you all. thank you
i guess. goodbye Jess. Thank you, for chatting with a bad memory after all these years. I appreciate it, much more then you even care to believe i do.
"I don't see you as anything but the ghost of a Shitty relationship that was only good for teaching me you can't trust anyone and love is a load of bullshit ment for bedtime story's for stary eyed little girls"
just the person you dated for two years yet never met in person, the one who wasn't sure it his body would hold up long enough for him to recover from his medical issues. Broke up with you all those years ago to spare you my light fading out. I recovered and kept in contact, you may not see me as a friend, from what you have told me, you have demonized me...thanks....sorry i said hello over these last few years. sorry.
So many regrets in life and im only 25, my body is often in pain, ive damaged myself so much in these last few years, where have all my desires gone, my dreams, why dont i dream at night unless my body is past its limit to wherei just collapse un able to move on my bed then all i dream is being able to move with out issue.. why cant i sleep unless im to tired to even think. I cant draw like i use too is it just i hate myself more so i dislike anything i can scribble up so i avoid it. Does my family secretly hate me still..are they just pretending like i never came out, that they never disowned me once already.
I feel like sometimes you guys are all i have. thanks for being here with me
but thank you all. It does me alot to me, some of you have been around in times where i really needed a friend and you never knew it, others have come and gone like the seasons. long past... and you'll never see this, im sorry. some of you ive hurt, some of us have drifted apart, i miss you, i used to be more...vigorous in talking to people, sorry.
i love you all. thank you
i guess. goodbye Jess. Thank you, for chatting with a bad memory after all these years. I appreciate it, much more then you even care to believe i do.
"I don't see you as anything but the ghost of a Shitty relationship that was only good for teaching me you can't trust anyone and love is a load of bullshit ment for bedtime story's for stary eyed little girls"
just the person you dated for two years yet never met in person, the one who wasn't sure it his body would hold up long enough for him to recover from his medical issues. Broke up with you all those years ago to spare you my light fading out. I recovered and kept in contact, you may not see me as a friend, from what you have told me, you have demonized me...thanks....sorry i said hello over these last few years. sorry.
So many regrets in life and im only 25, my body is often in pain, ive damaged myself so much in these last few years, where have all my desires gone, my dreams, why dont i dream at night unless my body is past its limit to wherei just collapse un able to move on my bed then all i dream is being able to move with out issue.. why cant i sleep unless im to tired to even think. I cant draw like i use too is it just i hate myself more so i dislike anything i can scribble up so i avoid it. Does my family secretly hate me still..are they just pretending like i never came out, that they never disowned me once already.
I feel like sometimes you guys are all i have. thanks for being here with me
