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10 years ago
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Just a pseudo-rant journal, thing i guess. I dunno.
I just feel... tired of stuff. I can't seem to get anything done anymore. With college, i can't seem to remember that i have homework to do, and even when its sitting in front of me for hours on end, I can't find the focus or energy to do it. When i try to finish some work, I get weak and give up on it and procrastinate until the last minute, whereupon it ends up with a bad grade. But do i do anything? Not really.
Online i feel like i've been neglecting my friends. I don't talk with anyone, i don't play with anyone, i barely do anything on there anymore except complain about stuff. Stuff happens, i complain about it, that's how i usually go because i don't have anyone at college to really talk to. The four people i consider friends are more like "friends", because the way they treat me sometimes is less than optimal, and it upsets me often. But i can't seem to make other friends, so im stuck with them.
Then there's my artwork. I know it seems like i've been doing stuff lately, but, its things i made out of impulse. I no longer seem to have the drive to constantly draw or do anything creative, unless im in the moment or something. Even the commission i'm supposed to be doing for sootthewolf doesn't want to happen. And he's the second person to commission me, back in mid September. And now its November. 2 months later and i've barely done anything with it. I feel ashamed that i've let down one of my best friends...
I just don't feel good anymore. I don't know what to do... Someone help me
TL;DR - Im tired. Can't work. Can't socialize. Can't make friends. Can barely draw. Can't seem to be happy for extended periods of time anymore. Help...
I just feel... tired of stuff. I can't seem to get anything done anymore. With college, i can't seem to remember that i have homework to do, and even when its sitting in front of me for hours on end, I can't find the focus or energy to do it. When i try to finish some work, I get weak and give up on it and procrastinate until the last minute, whereupon it ends up with a bad grade. But do i do anything? Not really.
Online i feel like i've been neglecting my friends. I don't talk with anyone, i don't play with anyone, i barely do anything on there anymore except complain about stuff. Stuff happens, i complain about it, that's how i usually go because i don't have anyone at college to really talk to. The four people i consider friends are more like "friends", because the way they treat me sometimes is less than optimal, and it upsets me often. But i can't seem to make other friends, so im stuck with them.
Then there's my artwork. I know it seems like i've been doing stuff lately, but, its things i made out of impulse. I no longer seem to have the drive to constantly draw or do anything creative, unless im in the moment or something. Even the commission i'm supposed to be doing for
sootthewolf doesn't want to happen. And he's the second person to commission me, back in mid September. And now its November. 2 months later and i've barely done anything with it. I feel ashamed that i've let down one of my best friends...I just don't feel good anymore. I don't know what to do... Someone help me
TL;DR - Im tired. Can't work. Can't socialize. Can't make friends. Can barely draw. Can't seem to be happy for extended periods of time anymore. Help...
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Snivs-the-Snivy
~snivs-the-snivy
I hate to see you like this Teacher. I don't understand much because I am in high school, but I do know how it feels to not have a lot of friends. It sucks and especially the one who isn't worth much. We are in this together! We can learn from each other. Let's do this, together!
Nightkey88
~nightkey88
Hey if you think you are the only one who just feels like nothing matters than talk to me, i feel also sometimes down but you just need something to look out for, just like having a goal for every month and if you don't reach you goal than you don't instantly feel down just learn from it and make it less hard to reach you next goal.
