It going to be kind of weird for me but today its going to be my first ever birthday of being all alone and nothing to do here seeing that I'm broke and cant go out, and all my family member that I know of are dead so I'll wont get any phone call. No cake, not getting any birthday gift, no nothing but just sitting and watch some old Black & White scifi movies. Last year I had some taste of being alone after my roommate passed away on Oct but his family did came to wich me a birthday and got me some gift card but after that not much hearing for them or anyone of his friends.

Well I better get used to this being aloner. The funny part is being a kid I alway wanted to live all by my self so I can do anything I wanted to do and now Im here with no one to be with or to hang out kind of make me wish I take it all back.