*big hugs*

You're not a fuck up.

You're human. It's perfectly okay if things don't go our way every once in a while. The fact that you care and try your hardest to keep up with every single obligation in your home just shows how dedicated you really are. You keep trying despite the odds. You obviously love your husband enough to keep trying.

To me, that just shows what kind of a man you really are. *hugs* Wishing you the best always!

Edi is right. You are a strong wolf with a lot on your plate and still holding on. You have a husband and friends who all love you very much and want you to be happy.

I second that.

Hey, you know what? I think Dineegla needs you right now. I don't know him very well but I think it would be very hard to live up to being his husband. He seems so nice and probably lets people walk all over him. You need to be his strong husband to compliment him.

So don't feel sorry for yourself. Because it shows in this journal that you do. Do you realize he's very sick right now? If he trusts you to run everything while he's in the hospital I'd say that he loves you very. Much!

So tomorrow help him when you can. Maybe do him a drawing or bring him flowers? Just don't be down on yourself. I look up to you guys a lot!

What? Tell me this is not true. You two are wonderful together. Being in hospital makes people get upset because of all the tense. You will be okay. Send him love!

MW, you're being far too hard on yourself. Don't criticize yourself like this when it's not necessary at all. Just keep doing what you can for Din.

When entering into a relationship there's a point where "You" and "I" are "We" - marriage especially enters that category. Where one may lack, the other picks up and vice versa. It is up to the other person to vocalize an issue (or shortcoming) if it bothers them or if it is hindering things - basically it's not a one was street.

A relationship is also a living and constant work of art. Mistakes are made, everyone is human, it is all part of making the journey. Do not fret over things that can be worked on and improved upon, as long as one is willing to do so :)

Good luck with things - best wishes goring forth!

D'oh, well I am a high maintenance person myself. When I have to do everything myself again (aka living alone again), I totally expect to have situations bad or worse than your "lazy" habits have wrought.

I think I have a commish request submitted already - lemme know if you still need/want one from me!

i can understand this kind of reasoning...i go through it often and even worse than that sincerely. especially lately that i am in some roller coaster depression.

but i learned that sulking over it doesn't help. now if you realized those things well change them. he loves you and needs you more than ever.

so make the changes needed.

Here's to hope that things start to get better.

I'm willing to help a bit, but it'll have to wait until like next week. But I have a quick question. If I have a pending commission, can any money I give go toward making that commission better?

*gawdmuzclehug* 8C

Sends hugs your way

You were always so unfairly hard on yourself, you know you're a sweetheart, the good ones always stress too much about being good enough when most folks could care less. so to begin with I would try not to worry so about not measuring up... I know it's hard to do, but if you didn't deserve the love someone gives you I can't imagine they'd be giving it, just something to reflect on.

I'm not sure what's going on with you and Din right now, a quick journal review I see he's had to be in the hospital for some time. I pray he gets better I know what an ordeal something like that can be, my dad went through the same thing it's very painful. As for your relationship... Well, I don't believe anything qualifies me to give advice given that I'm not entirely certain what's going on there, but I do hope you'll be together. One thing my experiences have taught me regarding relationships is stress and strain to it seems to work to make it stronger in the end, when all the appolgies and forgiveness and wondering how you got so worked up in the first place comes in... It's always worth it to tough it out and in the end it's really up to the other person wether or not you deserve their love and kindness. I know if it were up to me decide I don't think I'd be with anyone, heh, because I barely ever feel good enough myself.

But long winded rambling aside, I pray you and he will be okay, and I'm sorry I haven't been the greatest at keeping in touch or being a good friend.

Hey, good hearing from you and thanks. And yes, please keep in touch

Please uncle, don't say such things! I am sure that you are doing your best and that Din knows!
Nobody is perfect and we all make mistakes.
I am always keeping you both in my prayers! Big hugs to you both.

Many hugs. I am sorry that you guys are going through this. I can't help financially but like always, I can offer help in other areas like digital inking and/or coloring. At least until Dineegla is back on his feet, and starts stomping around and being all moosie. Give me a buzz with anything that I can help you with to get your commissions back on track.