Hmm. Well now, it seems like there have been quite a few blasts from the past making there way back here. While of course others have left.

This has lead me to wonder if perhaps now is the time for me to make a retun? That is a good question for me because I have always been sort of stuck in and out of the community. Onefoot in and one foot out. After what seemed like a long, long period of seeking my own sexual satisfaction on FA I kind of spent myself (*Ba Bum Tish*) and cut myself off from FA and the community wih the ocassional Fav here and there. Now, what I am seeking in life has changed-I want an actual relationship and how I vview it, it may be possible to find one here but unlikely. I especially don't want to get caught back in an endless rut (Ba Bum Tish).

Is it possible for me to break free from the mold and go for normalcy, community and friendship? Eh, maybe. I will have to see about that.