The question is never really do you think there is someone out there for me, but can I stay and fight long enough to have that person no matter what. I admit i give up to easy when it comes to love, for that special person. I push people away when i feel i'm getting closer to them, I figure it's my way of keeping myself from being hurt as much as i can. Which this is a really bad trait for me to have, I love people, I love going out and having fun. I love to talk and know people, even though i'm not good at the phone cause i know people like to listen to my conversation...which is why i am really quiet on the phone.

But the whole point to this is that there is someone out there for everyone to be with. The only catch to this is that you have to find them and fight for them. You have to see it all the way through, another problem I have. I never see anything all the way through...I have so many unfinished things that i really need to finish..A head i had been working on, learning the different dance i barely know...I haven't even attempted to learn anymore jumpstyle or even practice it. and now i have picked up the mirotic dance by dbsk.