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I'm going to completely erase traces of my old fursona
10 years ago
<3 
<3 
I need to distance myself as much as possible from it, and this is the last time I'm gonna say the name.
Jake served his purpose at the time.
He introduced me to many awesome friends and got me into the community. But he is no longer a part of my life. He's dead so that Sammy can have a chance
He was black and red
He was made shortly after my first suicide attempt. He was darkness and depression
He was my insecurities
"Black and red are dark and good 'guy colors', they're tough and strong"
He was my fear of my feminine feelings, the fear of daring to explore that side of me
He was my fear of my little side, because I was afraid to be vulnerable and little, I wanted to be big and strong
He was my shame over the feelings I had, that I didn't want to admit I had
He was the religion I still cling to, fearing God for my gender and sexuality, fearing hell
He is everything I want to leave behind. The depression, the fear, the shame, the religion, it's all gone now and I don't want to remember it.
I'm going to deactivate his account and delete any and all pictures I have of him. There will be no more "I used to be Jake" only "I'm Sammy"
I'm not ashamed of being trans, I won't hide that. But he was not me, and never will be. I'm proud of who I am, who I really am. And I want that to be all people know
Jake served his purpose at the time.
He introduced me to many awesome friends and got me into the community. But he is no longer a part of my life. He's dead so that Sammy can have a chance
He was black and red
He was made shortly after my first suicide attempt. He was darkness and depression
He was my insecurities
"Black and red are dark and good 'guy colors', they're tough and strong"
He was my fear of my feminine feelings, the fear of daring to explore that side of me
He was my fear of my little side, because I was afraid to be vulnerable and little, I wanted to be big and strong
He was my shame over the feelings I had, that I didn't want to admit I had
He was the religion I still cling to, fearing God for my gender and sexuality, fearing hell
He is everything I want to leave behind. The depression, the fear, the shame, the religion, it's all gone now and I don't want to remember it.
I'm going to deactivate his account and delete any and all pictures I have of him. There will be no more "I used to be Jake" only "I'm Sammy"
I'm not ashamed of being trans, I won't hide that. But he was not me, and never will be. I'm proud of who I am, who I really am. And I want that to be all people know
Am proud of you sweetie.
But pretty sure you were still as little as you are now before then. :P