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Nothing Is Eternal
10 years ago
Even a home isn't eternal.
So last journal was just me feeling sorry for myself. Happens a few times, I know it's annoying.
Sometimes I just need a kick to get back into the game.
This journal is just going to explain things I'm going through.
First off...
We got evicted once again. Right after we just settled in.
You can imagine how upset I am over this... But it's not just that.
I'm also upset because there were a lot of people who donated to me to keep this place.
If anything, I let them down and I can't come to forgive myself for that...
But it's either hide under a rock or try and keep going.
We have a new place in sight, but the chances of getting it are slim. I'm honestly not holding my breath...
It just feels like things are getting worse y'know? No matter if I try to think positive, life still screws me over and over again.
Home and laptop payment problems, problems with drawing or streaming, problems with family and friends...
What do I have to fall back on? Who do I have to turn to? Nothing. No one.
But that's fine.
I'll do what I can, alone. The best I can.
Might not see me stream for a while after a few days. Probably won't see art that often. Not like I was posting that much to begin with...
And I know I can't forgive myself for being slow with my art either...
Sorry if this is depressing. I just wanted to get all of this off my chest.
I want to thank you all for your support. And sticking with me.
And I mean it from the bottom of my heart if I have one.
I don't know why some people like me or what I do. Almost wish they didn't.
But thank you for that.
I honestly wish I could do more to express this. But with things the way they are right now...
I just don't know what to do. I pray none of you go through this,
I pray none of your lives cave in like mine.
It really feels like the end for me. Or is it?
Let's just keep going through the day...
Really hope you can get back on your feet, one way or another...