I've got a sudden panic attack, it's due to my multi-personality disorder.
I am always heard him mock me since this morning, about how lacking my art compared to other great artist.
He said I will never succeed in this art galore, said I am not even an inch as artist.

He scold me for how I treat other people badly with my ignorance.
He said I will never succeed anything, not even surpassed my family.
He remind me of how I will disappoint my family, can't even pace up with my collague or friends.

oh fuck, someone please have a chat with me. I need to get rid of him.