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*grabs and huggles*

Wish there was something I could do to help ):

:o: i wish you luck...

i am sorry you're having a very bad time.

Best of luck to the results to come back good, for that is something out of our control.

My niece had issues that sound similar, though it also came with uti's
She had to have surgery, twice, she is now 9 and been good so far for a few years.
She had to go to Hartford children's med center here in CT for all that.
When you get your medical, see if it can be retro to try and cover some of the back costs.
I really hope things turn out good for you, life can be a pain, honestly, just take it one day at a time for now hun.

If I could take away all the pain you feel right now, I would. I hate that you're going through this, and I truly am hoping for the best for you. Please, if you need a friend, you can always come to me. I may be a stranger, but I will support you in any way I possibly can. Hang in there

I would help, but I am struggling to deal with things myself. That and I have already given enough money to some artists to help them out only for me not to get what I paid for when I also commission them.

You won't be allowed assisted suicide because they do mental health checks to see if the person is of sound mind before doing anything.

I know someone who has to live with a bag because she has had almost all of her stomach removed due to being undiagnosed with Crohn's and Colitis until most of it had become horribly infected to the point that it almost killed her. She very much enjoying her life and taking it one day at a time. Sure she has to mind what she eats and drinks but she can still do most things she likes.

My mother has just had an operation to get rid of cancer of her womb and isn't really healing properly. She is in her 60's and is still fighting despite everything she has gone through.

It isn't worth ending yourself over because you are still young and have a lot to live for... unlike me who has epilepsy and pretty much can't do what most people can due to the risk of having seizures, and have so many mental health problems it isn't even funny and I am 30. I can't drink, drive or have too much fun or my body decides to cave in on itself. Do I want to kill myself over my shitty life? No, I don't. Do I want to hide away in my bed and wish it all goes away? Sometimes.

In this world, there is no magical wand that can make it all better. Some of us have been given a bad hand and need to figure out how to change it into something good. Sure it is hard work but that is the beauty of it. Being able to look back and say "I overcame that shitty time in my life and I am still here."

I hope you feel better. I very much, truly from the bottom of my heart do. Nobody deserves to hurt so much that they want to end their life.
However the big "Go Fuck Yourselves" Statement is uncalled for.

If you're going to reach out for help that's fine and understandable, but please do so respectful of other people and their own possible situations as well.


Get well soon.

I dunno what to say

Im afraid you aren't alone in this. I make help journals all the time for friends. Nada. Nothing. And I'm sorry I missed yours. Stuff has been keeping me away from the community for longer than I would like.