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10 years ago
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So... I've been back home from MFF since Monday early morning. Zhed and I took the train, and had a relatively good experience. It was long, but gave us a chance to try out some new card and dice games that he got. I was able to bring a lot more luggage as well. For FREE.
The con itself was absolutely AMAZING. I really needed it! I suited a lot more than AnthroCon. In fact... I think I spent the majority of my time in suit. I have to give another shout out to Cryptic who was a fantastic roommate at the con! He was so chill and really a pleasure to be around! I really hope to see him around other cons!!
I spent a lot of time around my fellow Dutchies! It was so good to see
and 
! And i finally got to meet this mysterious Napier Nimbus always spoke of! I can confirm that he is awesome!!!
I also spent a good amount of time around Shizuka! Who is also awesome!! And evidently super good at D&D! Speaking of which.. Nimbus, Napier, Shizuka, Graham, and Zhed all played a round of Dungeons & Dragons at the con.. and it was so much fun! I really hope we get to do it again! I have a couple pictures of this little event thanks to Napier!
I think the highlight of the con was Saturday! I really had fun during the parade! I got to march with
and i always love being around my antler buddy! Tachy is the sweetest Dutchie friend! I also watched her interview with 
which definelty caused me to cry a bit. Very touching stories happened. Makes me appreciate Graham twice as much.. which is a LOT. Then.. Mamaphone surprised me with a shiny gift-wrapped box! I love presents! And inside was a Dutch Angel Dragon hoodie! It is so comfy.. and perfect...and mine! Thank you so much
Anyway.. to wrap up the con.. it was much needed and I hope to attend again next year! I have to really thank my family who gave me the money to go. It was my early Christmas gift.
And Zhed... thank you so much for helping me get there, and going with me. You da best ever.
NOW... life..
Aside from some severe Post-Con Depression and some Con-Crud...
I have been really battling depression and anxiety. It's finals week at my school. I'm financially in a weird place. And above all else.. I have lost my uncle AND a very close family friend. Both were sick, but i didn't expect to lose them within a week of each other. My uncle had been in and out of hospitals for a year now.. and I knew it'd happen soon. I'm happy he's not suffering anymore.. But Dan... He was BEATING his cancer.. he was doing so well... But his heart randomly failed him. It wasn't even the cancer that took him. Both were in their late 50's. Way too early to go.
Anyway... I'm lost right now. I'm NOT okay.. I will be.. but this is really hard for me right now. So i apologize if i come off as a little rude..
I have a good group of friends who are getting me through my rough patch. Thanks Kabash, Dream, and Xris. I need you all.
But.. i need you to know.. That i love you all. All of my followers and supporters. I couldn't do this without you. Thank you.
Take care... and stay healthy!
The con itself was absolutely AMAZING. I really needed it! I suited a lot more than AnthroCon. In fact... I think I spent the majority of my time in suit. I have to give another shout out to Cryptic who was a fantastic roommate at the con! He was so chill and really a pleasure to be around! I really hope to see him around other cons!!
I spent a lot of time around my fellow Dutchies! It was so good to see
and 
! And i finally got to meet this mysterious Napier Nimbus always spoke of! I can confirm that he is awesome!!! I also spent a good amount of time around Shizuka! Who is also awesome!! And evidently super good at D&D! Speaking of which.. Nimbus, Napier, Shizuka, Graham, and Zhed all played a round of Dungeons & Dragons at the con.. and it was so much fun! I really hope we get to do it again! I have a couple pictures of this little event thanks to Napier!
I think the highlight of the con was Saturday! I really had fun during the parade! I got to march with
and i always love being around my antler buddy! Tachy is the sweetest Dutchie friend! I also watched her interview with 
which definelty caused me to cry a bit. Very touching stories happened. Makes me appreciate Graham twice as much.. which is a LOT. Then.. Mamaphone surprised me with a shiny gift-wrapped box! I love presents! And inside was a Dutch Angel Dragon hoodie! It is so comfy.. and perfect...and mine! Thank you so much Anyway.. to wrap up the con.. it was much needed and I hope to attend again next year! I have to really thank my family who gave me the money to go. It was my early Christmas gift.
And Zhed... thank you so much for helping me get there, and going with me. You da best ever.
NOW... life..
Aside from some severe Post-Con Depression and some Con-Crud...
I have been really battling depression and anxiety. It's finals week at my school. I'm financially in a weird place. And above all else.. I have lost my uncle AND a very close family friend. Both were sick, but i didn't expect to lose them within a week of each other. My uncle had been in and out of hospitals for a year now.. and I knew it'd happen soon. I'm happy he's not suffering anymore.. But Dan... He was BEATING his cancer.. he was doing so well... But his heart randomly failed him. It wasn't even the cancer that took him. Both were in their late 50's. Way too early to go.
Anyway... I'm lost right now. I'm NOT okay.. I will be.. but this is really hard for me right now. So i apologize if i come off as a little rude..
I have a good group of friends who are getting me through my rough patch. Thanks Kabash, Dream, and Xris. I need you all.
But.. i need you to know.. That i love you all. All of my followers and supporters. I couldn't do this without you. Thank you.
Take care... and stay healthy!
*hugs* We love you Sooo much! I would LOVE to meet you!
I'm just so sorry that you lost 2 people that week...i know how hard it is, please let me know if you need anything okay? *hugs*
I loved playing with you. We laughed so much! it was great! maybe we can play over skype with everybody again!
Thank you. I'll let you know, for sure. <3 -huge hugs-
I am SO SORRY about your uncle and your friend! I know exactly how it is though: sometimes you have to feel sad and awful and lost for a while, in order to find your way to a better place. It's okay if you get snappy and rude—I'll understand.
I am also very, very sorry for your loss. If you need anything, even just an ear to listen, I promise I will be here for you. Love you lots.
Thank you. ..
I hope to hang out more next time, as well.