My phone refuses to charge.
It's on the lowest brightness setting. Wifi and mobile are turned off. All apps are turned off. Airplane mode is on. I turned it off. It is plugged in securely to the wall charger.

And it's losing power.
When it has been charging, it takes all night to even get to half it's battery...
//sighs heavily


Also, the worst has occured. Zaxbies let me go.
Well, not so much as let me go but just stopped giving me hours until I kind of had to let them go.
So now I have no income.
I received an offer from a school I previously worked at to come in and help out. Since I'd previously done that, and had gotten paid, I went for it. Only one day of helping out some fifth graders.
Wrong, again. They've refused to pay me, calling it an internship, and it's suddenly been lengthened to two weeks without my consent.
I cannot handle these kids for five days a week. Especially when I'm not getting paid.
I've been trying, but every business says it's too late to hire me. It's not worth the training me since I leave end of december, even during the busy time of the year.

No money for food, and with christmas coming up, I have no money to buy presents for my family. It kind of makes me feel worthless, celebrating with my parents who every year just lavish gifts on everybody. What're they gonna think when I can't pay for anything...? Let alone my friends, and my boyfriend... I just...

I would ask if this year could get any worse, but seeing as it's steadily gone downhill the longer I go, I'm rather afraid to lose any more. And with my mom threatening that I can't come home next year, if I can't find a job, I'll be homeless as well as foodless. Just... What do I do now...?

I'm sorry, it's just really hard to be positive when I've lost my only income... Especially around the holidays when everyone's like yeah what presents are you getting everyone
like I don't know. Draw them something? It's all I can afford to do at this point...