That it's going to be my birthday pretty soon and I'm excited yet anxious, in a bad way, about my birthday. For the past few years they been kinda on the sad side like when I turned 17 my aunt made fun of me, 18 my ex made me feel like a failure, and last year I decided to not have a party instead go to some other party ^^; all I'm hoping for is this year to at least be better ya know? Let's all just hope for the best ^^