So frustrated... Do you know how hard it is to relax and enjoy yourself when you have someone who is either screaming into a telephone like a fucking high school girl or blaring YouTube shit at top volume while you're trying to just chill? I would rather walk around alone than have to babysit someone who doesn't want help, he wants answers, or someone who can't make a single fucking decision by himself? If I'm going to make every decision, I'd rather be alone! And on top of that, I have to tour a place I'd be super excited in touring with three people who won't speak my language and keep cackling like hyenas at the end of every sentence at the top of their lungs?

On top of all of this, my feelings towards certain people that I repress because they make me feel insanely negative towards those people keep surfacing as the fucking truth.

All this while I'm on what is an amazing opportunity.

I don't drink. Never really have, never wanted to.

Seriously wondering how fucked up that bright green drink with the cherry on top will get me...