Not sure how much longer I can take of this oppression. I feel so anxious in my own skin I just don't feel normal anymore. I'm so scared of driving at night due to my car accident and me not studying all semester doesn't help either. My parents think I will amount to nothing and that I will never finish college, live in a dirty run-down apartment with if not broken; cheap furniture that is always filthy. I will never go anywhere in life and I will most likely die alone and broke. Sigh. I don't understand why they feel as though this is the right approach to everything? Making me feel like crap isn't going to make me want to strive for anything better in life. You're just feeding the demon that is my depression and anxiety. They don't understand how hard it is for me to 'fight' the inner bully. Their negativity on everything I do doesn't help. Them making a big scene about every little mistake doesn't help. Nothing helps.