big item i want this year is a suit of my sona, but without the money to get it, I don't see it as a possibility, and with little to no jobs where i'm at, i feel like it won't happen at all v.=.v

other then that, what i would like to get is just a chance to get out of the house and explore mainly, I want to do something different, something fun, last time something like that happened was 7 years ago when my mom took me out down to daytona for a race there. and when i mean something different, i mean cons, fwa, megaplex, Dragon*con, I've seen so many pics and videos of past and current cons from alot of people and i'm starting to really feel left out, I'm physically, mentally, and emotionally drained from doing the same thing everyday now. I just want something to change for once