WELP all this year has been is one big ball of SUCK.
Not just because I lost kia. Even tho it will always be a very tramatic point in my life to remember. It hurt to lose her and im working my way out of my depression over it slowly. I may even beable to get my own dog next year if things go right. But for now I hve my friends family and cat to help me deal with this.

You know what doesn't help this year get better?

Gettin calleda bully because i was having a fun night with my friends. We have skype calls almot every night. If someone does something stupid in call WE EXPLOIT IT. we all do. theres roughly 15ppl in a call every night. if we go AFK from that call we usually mute. WELL if a friend forgets to mute and says or sings something stupid WE WILL MAKE FUN OF IT. it will go on for a few days. then osmeone else will do omething stupid and itll happen all over again XD
We are not bullies. We are friends having fun. You cannot white kight a friendship if you hve no idea who the hell you are talking to.

you know what ELSE doesnt help? :D

THE FUCKIN DRAMA THAT FUCKING HAPPENS IN A FRIENDS STREAM!!!!!! Look I get not everyone has the exact same opinion on things. But to outright go and cause drama over a subject that's very touchy..... its just flat out stupid. And whats worse you go in say things you know will trigger someone and get you in a fight. THEN EXPECT PPL TO DEFEND YOUR STUPID ASS.
YOUR the one who made the mistake. Not the other person. YOU started the fight. the other person was just calling you out on your bullshit. And you don't get an apology from said person and you call the rest of us in the stream bystanders because we didn't want to continue your petty drama. when we told BOTH Parties in the fight to stop.

But then you go on some pissy party tirade about us " not being good people" because we wont defend your stupidity. It just petty. Why would we defend you when you insult us? Why would we bother with you? The answer is, WE WILL NOT.
Bitching about us then blocking us on twitter so we cant defend ourselves makes you the coward. but enjoy that.

I am 23 Years old. I AM SICK OF THE DRAMA. Yet it always seems to find me. No matter what I fucking do. Welcome to the furry fandom then I guess?
NO! The fandom is amazing! the people are usually so nice and fun!
Ive Made SOOOO many friends since I've joined. I met the most wonderful boyfriend I could ever have and I wouldn't change it for the world!
I will sit there. I will wear my suit on any occassion i can. I will wear my fuckin tail when i can. BECAUSE I WANT TO. I dont care what ppl think of me. I spent timeand money on my fursuit. I will fucking be the happiest furry in the world! I will die a furry dammit XD thats because i met all my friends that way and it makes me happy.

Now. On the brighter side of my life. Where I am loved by my friends and family!
I have beenable to get all my kittens homes but one. But the one I still own is my kitten nova. He is such alittle doll! He Is pure black with bright yellow eyes like his daddy umbra! its so cute! ill post a picture of him here eventually x3

Things thatve gone good. I have my health. my dad didn't get in any accidents this year my mom has her job and ive saved back alotta money.
I might be takin a trip out to California this year! Tho I might be during a con.... I dunno what one XD but hopefully ill beable to do it!

PS: DO NOT GRAMMER NAZI ME. I understand if you have an issue with my grammar, punctuation , and spelling and whatever. But this is not a job interview. This isn't an essay for school. This is me talking how I would talk to my close friends. Who would know if I spelt something wrong and still know what I mean to type :3
If you attempt to correct my grammar at the end of a fight, YOUVE ALREADY LOST. ^w^ Good'ay
I didn't name drop. If your goin to assume this is about you. don't XD
To those reading :3 thank you for handling my little tirade.
I love you all!