[color=purple]Howdy friend sphinx!
Ya need not apologize for things truly beyond yer control. Folks understand that crap happens, and things just pop up in life. Plus yer life is just that yer life. You have to live it in a fashion that suits and works for you. I have yet to come across someone who has a perfect life that flows without any glitches. Plus in this realm I am met many people who are dealing with many kinds of issues that require the use of meds. I myself suffer from clinical depression and seasonal attitude disorder.Just do what ya have to and the world will continue to move on. Take care and have most excellent day!~Big,warm, friendly hug from this guy!Ya looks like ya could use it!~ [/purple]

^___^ Awww, you're so sweet. How'd you get to be so nice, eh?

Hum let me think? Awesome parents who raised me right and taught me to be kind to those around me especially treating the ladies with honer, respect, love, and kindness. in other words always be a gentleman Long years of trial and error dealing with my own crap before I figured out I had issues, this enabled me to be patient and listen to others and put their needs before mine. Also realizing that my problems will always pail before others needs and issues. Lastly I decided some time ago no matter how I am treated by others life is to damn short to be making enamies. To gain respect and kindness one must always give respect love and kindness. Does this answer your question? Anyway friend hope you ar doing better! Have an excellent evening! Friendly hug to ya!

*laughs* While all of that SOUNDS like a good philosophy, i can completely hear the signs of depression in there. *shrug* You sound just like me about two or three years ago.

Not that thats a bad thign. I've always been a good person.

Cheers, be wonderful mate.

Hum so should I try a different philosophy? Wonders how ya picked out depression from this? Did you get hit with a large dose of bad reality somewhere in yer 19 years cause ya seem like you have this kind grim view on life. Not wanting to sound critical mind ya just curious because ya seem to be very skeptical for someone so young with much life and possiiblities ahead of her.Or again maybe I am just reading too much into yer comment!Truly that is how I roll though it is all real. You take care of yourself and have a most excellent day!

*laughs* No no. Just having the view that others mean so much more than yourself is dangerous. Life is for the living, and life is to live. While others and helping others is an important bit of life, in order to TRULY help others you must be happy and fulfilled yourself first.

I dont have a grim outlook on life at all: quite the opposite. My religion, my very being is life. I live to see the life around me. I keep plants, I watch the seasons intently, I channel the very energies of death into life itself.

*shrug* I'm a very spiritual person, and all my spirituality moves with the beats and rythems of life.

^___^

Yup I see yer point very clearly give of yourself to much and one does burn out. One does have to take time to be themself and do things for themself periodically. Argh once again my reader radar has failed me! This can only spell doooom! LOL! Glad to see you move with the rythems, it truly is a good way to be! ***Is mesmerized by the sphinx as she happily gyrates to some mysterious tune!*** Have an excellent day!

*giggles* *shrugs* I'm a very strange person, eh.

No not strange at all my friend, just like every other average person I have met in this fandom. Have a excellent day!

Yeah, take a break from stuff and feel better. X3 I'm gonna have too because of exams too. Hopefully nobody is going to rush you or anything.

EXAMS IS THE DEVIL

Iunno.
Have fun doin yer work. And I'll have fun doin..mine? I dont know. *laughs*

THEY IS.

Well, do whatever you want. XD You don't have to do work while yo'ure feeling unhappy.

Though I'm not on that list, take your time. :o Best take care of yourself, first.

Get some rest, that's the best way to recover... And a cake! Bake you a good cake just for yourself. :p

*laugh* Cake?

Thats actaully not a bad idea, if I didnt think I was gaining weight.

Pff...

Dietetic cake? =D

*laughs* Perhaps, Perhaps.

Gaining wait friend from where I stand I can not see any wait gain!Snerk! Go on an bake that cake, your boy friend not mind what you look like if he really truly loves you!