So it's been a while. I try not to just leave up ranty journals but eh.

THE STATE OF THINGS

So for the longest time I worked in a place where I was bored almost all day. Then I jumped from that to having two jobs, one of which was extremely boring and the other which has me running around nearly all day. Now I'm down to just the one running around job. I love it, I love not being bored and actually feeling like I am doing my job and doing a GOOD job. But it wears on me. I'm going to try and adjust my sleep schedule so I sleep a bit less, because my experience has been that sleeping less actually gives me more energy. We'll see what this brings.

MY GENDER

For the few of you that know me in real life, I'm a guy. Moving forward, I respectfully request to be referred to as female. Pronouns, whatever. I'm testing the waters with being trans, and while I may never present myself female in public full-time, I like the idea of being thought of as a girl by my friends. I'm not going to cry if you forget, but it's just something that makes me happy.

MY ART, ETC.

Obviously I don't post very often. And I've said multiple times that I'm going to change that, but things have just been in such a state of chaos for such a long while I've only just started to settle down and develope a new flow. Hopefully I will be getting a new scanner very soon and I can post the handful of pics I've drawn in this dry period. I've been experimenting with various things (flash art, animations, 3D modeling) as you can see from my last few posts. I'm still conflicted on what exactly I want to do artistically speaking.

MY PLANS

I plan to improve every aspect of my life in the coming year. I'm going back to the gym, I'm going to be drawing more and expanding my fields. The flow of financial revenue in my life has increased, so I can take more time to myself to do the things I enjoy, and create more content. Megaplex 2016 may not be a thing for me and KB, but this is mostly so we can be sure we can afford fursuits to wear the following year, which is something I've wanted for an extremely long time.

LETTING GO OF HATE

I'm not a hateful person by nature, but over the years I notice that I do resent other people quite a bit. I get minor bouts of road rage with significant frequency, and at the grocery store I'm really bloody impatient with other people. And with all that's been happening in this country, I think that that's something that needs to be fixed. Even the minor, niggly little hatreds I harbor for others adds to the pool, and in the spirit of making a difference, I'm endeavoring to end that for myself. Because at the end of the day, despite all our differences, we are all human beings. And we have to work together. We have to.


Also I spruced up my FA page check it out nyeeeeeh.