YOU WON'T BELIEVE WHAT I'M SAYIN...
10 years ago
General
...but i swear on my mother's name (and i ADORE my mom) ..
I
JUST
CANT
FIND
ANYTHING
I
LIKE
ON
ANY
PORN
SITE!!!
i fucking swear it! NO EXISTING porn site gives me what i'm after truly! no-single-fucking-one of 97% porn sites give sme what my fantasies require!
except maybe g-spot massageing adnd Prostate orgasms most of whose ,tho,are stil very sterotypically.executed and very few of them feel truly-straight-to-heaven in watching ...i mean,those who receive them feel to me as being ABSOLUTELY unsensitive towards any kind of intimate genital manipulation..and it irks me to no end..it all looks so fake and unsatisfying to me!! holy damn, i'd DIE IN HEARTACHE at the bare thought of receiving the faintest stimuli,and those get their glands juiced for HOURS without a flinch...goddamn...that makes me mad,so damn mad!
i swear,publically, i do not care about making a fool of myself,i NEVER FAPPED on these videos...NEVER IN MY LIFE...for unusual it might sounds....MY OWN DDRAWINGS SATIFSY MY FANTASIES MUCH MORE THAN ANY PORN VIDEO!
i cant explain it..but it is such!
sorry....i had to share this..since it is clear this is one of the veyr few places where one can talk about this kind of things with some sorta fairly granted freedom...
i think
I
JUST
CANT
FIND
ANYTHING
I
LIKE
ON
ANY
PORN
SITE!!!
i fucking swear it! NO EXISTING porn site gives me what i'm after truly! no-single-fucking-one of 97% porn sites give sme what my fantasies require!
except maybe g-spot massageing adnd Prostate orgasms most of whose ,tho,are stil very sterotypically.executed and very few of them feel truly-straight-to-heaven in watching ...i mean,those who receive them feel to me as being ABSOLUTELY unsensitive towards any kind of intimate genital manipulation..and it irks me to no end..it all looks so fake and unsatisfying to me!! holy damn, i'd DIE IN HEARTACHE at the bare thought of receiving the faintest stimuli,and those get their glands juiced for HOURS without a flinch...goddamn...that makes me mad,so damn mad!
i swear,publically, i do not care about making a fool of myself,i NEVER FAPPED on these videos...NEVER IN MY LIFE...for unusual it might sounds....MY OWN DDRAWINGS SATIFSY MY FANTASIES MUCH MORE THAN ANY PORN VIDEO!
i cant explain it..but it is such!
sorry....i had to share this..since it is clear this is one of the veyr few places where one can talk about this kind of things with some sorta fairly granted freedom...
i think
FA+

Still, the way I keep telling myself to see it is, "If it was common, it wouldn't be nearly as appealing." But sometimes, the emotional social part is what gets me. That my appeals can't really be shared by anyone else cause no one else likes what I like. That's discouraging. It's the biggest reason I left FA, cause I wanted to look for other grounds and hopefully find something eccentric enough to really be niche, kind of like the online version of a hippie camp.