looks like My heart for things is all gone.
i don't know what my dreams or motivations are.
its not that I was hurt by anything its just I gave away all that I was and now I'm just empty inside.
I do not feel the need to keep living but i have too.
maybe I'm at peace because i have nothing to offer or nothing to show for anything.
I'm no use to anyone in life or even myself.
I feel the only talent i have left is just fighting with my body.
I think this is ok for me.
I have no feelings for love anymore nor the passion for anything, even drawing or gaming.
no feelings for people anymore, not even hate, hatred,love, or compassion.
there no point in talking with a guy like me who has no interest in the world.
not going to lie but i wouldn't care ending up on the streets to die alone because of my uselessness.
I'm just a poor idiot who gave up on life. Even feeling like giving up on friends.
I wouldn't mind being isolated again.
so its ok to lose me.
its better to have your own free will to not worry about anything related to me.