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2015 in review
10 years ago
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And now a word from The-B-Meister.....
Welp, 2015 is almost nearing its closing and we are only just a few days from Christmas as well. Time sure has gone fast this year. This year has been kindve up and down for me honestly. A lot has happened…..and I mean ALOT…..good things…..and bad things unfortunately.
I guess I’ll just start off with the positive outcomes of this year.
As some of you know, over the summer, I got myself hitched to my wife Dianna. That’s right…the-B-Meister is a married man, for those who don’t know. Im taken! *shines wedding ring* NO TOUCHY!! XD The wedding was perfect! One of THE best days of the year for sure! I felt so loved <3 <3 ;v; Our relationship is going strong as well >.</ So wish me the best for the coming years!
Another highlight of the year, was Disneyworld aka our Honeymoon in October x3 I hadn’t been to Disneyworld in over 10 years so you know I was stoked to go there XD We stayed there for about a week went to all the theme parks. We were gonna go again next year but I think we’ll push it back for another time. We’ll see how things go.
Unfortunately, this year kinda brought bad things as well.
Some of you may know that I work to a major hotel development called Baha Mar which is hoping to become a 5 Star hotel once it opens……that’s if it does….. .___. Originally the hotel was supposed to open last year December, but due to some delays, that didn’t happen. SO, they pushed for March this year for a partial opening…..so obviously things were on crunch time for me….overtime, working on weekends….blah blah I despised work for a time leading up to then…..but guess what??? IT’S STILL NOT OPEN!! As a result due to the ongoing delays and losing money, the development went into bankruptcy and is now in Receivership meaning the bank/Government now owns it until someone buys it. The original developer resigned from the project and over 2000 workers had to be let go. I was one of the few to be kept thankfully but I feared I would eventually be let go. Fortunately, I ve been playing a big role since then….Im too good to let go it seems :P hehe….. *knocks on wood* >____>;
Another thing this year you may have noticed were a lot of vent/depressing journals….which I deeply apologize for. There were times I felt like absolute crap. There were times Id get frustrated as my art didn’t seem good enough anymore too. Honestly a few times, I was thinking of just leaving DA/FA. My motivation/mood was very low due to ongoing stress of work, the wedding planning (thanks to my Mom due to her trying to take-over the wedding since she helped pay for it partially =A= ), family deaths and losing a 1 or 2 friends and almost losing a few more in the process.
There was a specific friend that completely shocked me ( I won’t name any names)….he just walked out of my life….just like that. I don’t even know what I even did wrong but it made me feel like I was a terrible person for some reason. I helped this person cope with his struggles when he felt down. I thought things were going so well between us but then the unthinkable happened.
As a result, I began developing this “fear” that Id eventually lose more friends so suddenly or that people were merely using me to their advantage, only to dump me when they were done with me. I grew so attached to certain people and would start doubting them over the simplest things….. when they had excuses not play Steam games or skype calls or even collab together on projects. I felt people were growing distant from me….even my closest friends here….hurting some of them in the process. Again I deeply apologize for those times Ive done that to you guys. It really was that bad. It was not until I talked to a close friend about the situation and he made me realize my faults of being so overly attached to people. I want to change that as it was doing more hurt than helping.
So yea, that’s basically my 2015 right there overall. Sure it seems the bad has outweighed the good for the most part. It has been a rollercoaster for sure for the but that doesn’t mean it should repeat again in 2016. I want to change those negatives into positives. So as a New Years Resolution, I want to rid this “fear” of mine, stay a good health and shape, improve my relationship with my friends.
Deep down, I love you guys a lot and I really appreciate the ongoing support you’ve gave me and I will do my best to return the favor….slowly….but surely of course. I will be busy at times in my life since Im married. I have responsibilities, a wife to take care of…..and possibly a child some day.
So guys….heres to a Merry Christmas and a prosperous New Years!! :beer: May you all enjoy the holidays!
Thanks again everyone and love you all!!
“B”
I guess I’ll just start off with the positive outcomes of this year.
As some of you know, over the summer, I got myself hitched to my wife Dianna. That’s right…the-B-Meister is a married man, for those who don’t know. Im taken! *shines wedding ring* NO TOUCHY!! XD The wedding was perfect! One of THE best days of the year for sure! I felt so loved <3 <3 ;v; Our relationship is going strong as well >.</ So wish me the best for the coming years!
Another highlight of the year, was Disneyworld aka our Honeymoon in October x3 I hadn’t been to Disneyworld in over 10 years so you know I was stoked to go there XD We stayed there for about a week went to all the theme parks. We were gonna go again next year but I think we’ll push it back for another time. We’ll see how things go.
Unfortunately, this year kinda brought bad things as well.
Some of you may know that I work to a major hotel development called Baha Mar which is hoping to become a 5 Star hotel once it opens……that’s if it does….. .___. Originally the hotel was supposed to open last year December, but due to some delays, that didn’t happen. SO, they pushed for March this year for a partial opening…..so obviously things were on crunch time for me….overtime, working on weekends….blah blah I despised work for a time leading up to then…..but guess what??? IT’S STILL NOT OPEN!! As a result due to the ongoing delays and losing money, the development went into bankruptcy and is now in Receivership meaning the bank/Government now owns it until someone buys it. The original developer resigned from the project and over 2000 workers had to be let go. I was one of the few to be kept thankfully but I feared I would eventually be let go. Fortunately, I ve been playing a big role since then….Im too good to let go it seems :P hehe….. *knocks on wood* >____>;
Another thing this year you may have noticed were a lot of vent/depressing journals….which I deeply apologize for. There were times I felt like absolute crap. There were times Id get frustrated as my art didn’t seem good enough anymore too. Honestly a few times, I was thinking of just leaving DA/FA. My motivation/mood was very low due to ongoing stress of work, the wedding planning (thanks to my Mom due to her trying to take-over the wedding since she helped pay for it partially =A= ), family deaths and losing a 1 or 2 friends and almost losing a few more in the process.
There was a specific friend that completely shocked me ( I won’t name any names)….he just walked out of my life….just like that. I don’t even know what I even did wrong but it made me feel like I was a terrible person for some reason. I helped this person cope with his struggles when he felt down. I thought things were going so well between us but then the unthinkable happened.
As a result, I began developing this “fear” that Id eventually lose more friends so suddenly or that people were merely using me to their advantage, only to dump me when they were done with me. I grew so attached to certain people and would start doubting them over the simplest things….. when they had excuses not play Steam games or skype calls or even collab together on projects. I felt people were growing distant from me….even my closest friends here….hurting some of them in the process. Again I deeply apologize for those times Ive done that to you guys. It really was that bad. It was not until I talked to a close friend about the situation and he made me realize my faults of being so overly attached to people. I want to change that as it was doing more hurt than helping.
So yea, that’s basically my 2015 right there overall. Sure it seems the bad has outweighed the good for the most part. It has been a rollercoaster for sure for the but that doesn’t mean it should repeat again in 2016. I want to change those negatives into positives. So as a New Years Resolution, I want to rid this “fear” of mine, stay a good health and shape, improve my relationship with my friends.
Deep down, I love you guys a lot and I really appreciate the ongoing support you’ve gave me and I will do my best to return the favor….slowly….but surely of course. I will be busy at times in my life since Im married. I have responsibilities, a wife to take care of…..and possibly a child some day.
So guys….heres to a Merry Christmas and a prosperous New Years!! :beer: May you all enjoy the holidays!
Thanks again everyone and love you all!!
“B”
