So, you're gonna come down and see us in your spiffy new car right xoxo miss you, hope things are going well.

i'll definitly work my ass off to make it happen. i was thinking maybe during this week. i wanted to get away from town for my birthday and going to Ft. Lauderdale to see some old friends sounds like a good idea.

Awesome, my number is 954 802 1215 (in case you still had my old number) give me a shout >hugz< good to hear from you.

yays! now if only i can find the time off. i was thinking maybe this summer, but idk if my dad has plans.

Cool, just remember we are only a two hour drive from you, it doesn't have to be a wholde weekend vacation thing. Heck, I've driven further just to get a good cup of coffee (I drove to WV just to grab coffee in a lil cafe on a Naval Base with a friend)

O.o;
thats wierd.
anywho.... srry i havent visited sooner. i've been busy cuz im about to get an apartment this week.

Congrats!!! Tell me abouts it how big is it, how many rooms all that good stuff.

well, its one bedroom HUD apartment. the problem is, eventhough we make enough, we dont have enough to worry about electricity or groceries...etc.

now if jason gets his income increase for his SSI, then we will have enough no problem.

HUD, what's that mean? Is it rent or lease? How much are you paying? (if you don't mind me asking)

HUD is a apecial type of program for apartments that only charge rent based off of ur income. i havent gotten the apartment yet cuz the lady at the leasing office said that jason and i may not qualify for it, eventhough we clearly have low income and need a place.

if we get it, the most we will be paying is $450 a month.

What? and WHAT?!? You might not get it AND they are charging you THAT MUCH!!!?!? A studio apartment close to the downtown area (one of the nicest areas) in ft laud would cost you $400/pcm WITHOUT any kind of financial aid.
How in the world could they charge that much in a po-dunk lil town like Palm Bay, WITH "government aid"?!?

i know right. but no worries. i've found another place that wont do that screening thing and are actually run by HUD. they its a newer place and they go by income. the only difference is that they dont false advertise like the other one does.

Cool, I hope this one works out for you :D
You know, I hear a lot of shiz about ppl in palm bay from the news and what-not I think Palm Bay is so f***ed up because the government has it's heel on Palm Bays' communal balls and it won't stop crushing! If you look back in the 50's the government didn't pander to the retards of the world, if you f***ed up, you f***ed up and that was that, but nowadays if anyone gets a paper-cut the police, ambulance, fire trucks and the s.w.a.t. teams are called out to pamper the person. There are so many laws out there that are in place to either confine or break a persons' common sense that "common sense ain't so common any more". All of the U.S. is weaning out the strong and strong-minded people and slowly building the dumb-asses and the Darwin rejects, because if a country doesn't know it's being raped there can be no rebellion!

i am well aware of the gradually-getting-worst-hell that is happening here. i find it rediculous that ppl get arrested for having 3/8ths of a gram of weed on them. to me, that sounds like ur out of weed. and its not just happening here, its happening everywhere...its just that palm bay is one of the hot spots. thats why ppl call it "Palm Gay." and there will be some sort of rebellion, i know, cuz i may be part of it...or at least the part that is starting to take form. but trust me, the stong are clever enough to get by. Along with myself, i know so may ppl that have so much dirt on the government, it makes me giggle just thinking about it.

something big is going to happen in the next 3 years. i dont want to say too much for you and Ike's sakes. i dont want ppl i care about to be involved, even though this is something that will involve everyone, it will be worldwide. it will be something of biblical proportions, when everything that was thought not to exist becomes a reality. things that we know exist that others say "doesnt exist," becomes known to all of mankind. it wont be pretty. just promise me that when things become noticably worst, including supernaturally, promise me that you and Ike will be ready to take cover...or whatever you decide on doing. i dont want anyone hurt, needless to say that will be inevitable.

and that appartment thing blew up in my face again.

on a much brighter note, Jason's dad's friend is buying the Chevrolet place on Palm Bay rd. its been closed for years and now its going to be bought. he wants to give Jason a job their detailing cars. Jason will be getting payed $400 a week! thats if he gets the job. but its still a nice thing to fantasize. we would be able to afford an apartment, no problem.

Yea, I know about the cataclysm that's coming. That's one reason why Ike and I are moving to Australia now (since we no longer have the extra ppl we decided to travel about a bit more) and why we were offering people a chance to get the hell out of dodge. While most people would have seen it as simply us extending an invite for a vacation, I was checking to see how many people could recognise a rescue vessel when they don't even know why they need one aaaand I was choosing what I was saying so as to not make everyone freak out. "Hey everybody! the world's going to hell in a hand-basket so you should start preparing now. This is how you do it and this is a path to somewhere safe." I don't think that would have gone over well, lol.

Anywho, I hope the new job pulls through and best of luck to the both of you :)
If you are interested, check out the Australian governments' website. Colleges in AUZ pay YOU to go to them, the minimum wage is equivalent to about $17.00 USD, the scenery is beautiful as a slice of Asgard, all in all it's an awesome place for younger ppl and as an added bonus, of all the continents it's going to take the least damage in the coming cataclysm!

yeah, but last time i checked, Ike didnt want anyone he didnt know moving with you. thats why i bailed, i wont leave Jason behind, and Raven felt the same way about it with her bf. however,i completely understand the situation, not wanting ur stuff to get stolen. Jason has mentioned about a friend of ours moving in. he mentioned it way before i got to know her and i told him that i would have to know her and think about it. after getting to know her, i have deffinetly considered it...until she found a place. lol

so it's all good. i still want to move, but i have a feeling, after all that has been said and done, i am going to be stuck here. it's like a job i have to do, a duety or prophecy to be upheld. and i think on that everytime i try to move or even consider moving.

1) not enough money
2) family that will need help when the end comes in 2012
3) shit, its where all the action is. i dont mean to sound like a loonatic, but when the end comes, i want to be right there, helping every bit i can.

but not to worry, after every ending there is a new beginning. and thats what i want to help others survive through...at least the innocent ones of course.

maybe we'll meet up in Australia after the end and new beginning. who knows.

I'd prefer to be out of the line of fire when everything goes down and come back after the scene cools off to help rebuild. One can do no good if one is dead.
I'd take this chance to remind you that moving is a time-consuming task, so if you think you may want to change your mind and move at the last moment I'd still start preparing now, just in case.

i've been trying to move since way before August of last year. honestly i dont think i'll be able to make it out of the country, shit i'd be lucky if i make it out of the state.

money is an issue and i seriously believe that something is keeping me here. when one has tried everything to move, wouldnt you think something was up? but i want to at least get to either California or New York. that way, i'll have more than one outlet when things get heated up and crazy.

i know im insane and sick in the head, but im not stupid. i'll find a way to survive, and if i dont, it wouldnt be in vain.

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thats wierd.
anywho.... srry i havent visited sooner. i've been busy cuz im about to get an apartment this week.