I'm failing hard this semester in school. My teacher can't teach this shit to us, things are mad fucked up here in Georgia. What am I supposed to do? I don't know if I should drop the class or not, my father doesn't want me to. If I could actually dedicate myself to getting together with him once a week he swears he could teach it to me. That's where the problem arises, I can't stop partying for the life of me. Then I feel like shit for it afterwards. I didn't have this problem last semester I dunno what is different now. My mentality lately has been pretty down the drain. My mind is always in the gutter and I'd always rather be playing around with music. I need to just crawl into a cave and not come out for a while until I'm done with school lol.

Or maybe I should just go to school for music and fail at life all together? I don't suppose it would be fail, but nothing compared to what I could do if I worked at it. I wish I had a simple mind, or I wish I never knew what I know now. I wanna go study music overseas, I wanna travel around and listen to other people play music and teach me things I've never heard before. I wanna discover sounds that seem long lost and forgotten, I'd like to soak up every ounce of it that is possible.

Fuck I don't even know bro, it's like 10 AM. Is this karma coming back to kick MY ass? Nah, I don't think so I'm the deliverer of Karma. Sometimes I hate being so abstract. Give me some strings and we'll call it a deal.

My therapist said not to see you no more
She said you're like a disease without any cure
She said I'm so obsessed that I'm becoming a bore, oh no
Ah, you think you're so pretty

Caught your hand inside the till
Slammed your fingers in the door
Fought with kitchen knives and skewers
Dressed me up in womens clothes
Messed around with gender roles
Dye my eyes and call me pretty