don't pay attention to me
10 years ago
this is the only place i know they won't check trying to see if i'm okay
i miss them a lot
i wish i hadn't fucked this up
the second person i've ever been in love with and i ruineed it the same as the last time i was in love
i'll never love anyone ever again
(won't reply to comments right now, they're appreciated tho)
i miss them a lot
i wish i hadn't fucked this up
the second person i've ever been in love with and i ruineed it the same as the last time i was in love
i'll never love anyone ever again
(won't reply to comments right now, they're appreciated tho)
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You'll be able to love again, even if you don't think you will. Love will come and go, and one day when the love is meant to be, you'll end up with them and not have to worry about being pulled apart or having any 'fuck ups'.
Time will pass and time will heal the wound. I never said it'd be fully recovered. It'll leave a scar on your heart, that is fore sure. But this will only make you stronger, keep that in mind. You might feel ill hearted and weak at this time, but it'll make you strong. It'll help build you up into a person you will become.
Life is always changing, people are always changing. We grow to love ourselves as we change, even if some don't truly love themselves, we learn to accept who we are and who we become. This is but a stepping stone in your life and you'll become better because of it. We make the mistakes and we learn from them.
I hope this sounded at least a bit encouraging. I know you probably wont reply right away, or if at all. But I wanted to be one of the people that would try to reassure that things will still be as they are. Life keeps on moving, and sometimes we don't keep up with its pace. And that's fine. We all need a break now and again.
Hoping things go well for you soon my friend.
If you need to talk, I'm here to listen. :)