I'm back, and feeling a little bit better. My family ended up keeping me over a bit longer than originally planned, and I was able to pick up a friend of mine *that's gonna help me make a Dr Alphys costume for a con later this year sometime in the next week/2weeks/yay* and hang out with me for a good while. They may be movin in here in a few months time also, so that's really cool!

I'm still really frazzled and everything's still shitty, but taking a break from pretty much everything in life for a while to spend with family really helped out a lot. I'm not gonna say I'm totally better and everything is awesome and happy right now, but I've been dragging my feet and letting being depressed have too strong a hold on me, and I need to get myself back in gear. I'm not gonna say I'm gonna be busting out art like crazy again, but I am gonna be trying to get at least one picture done a day, ish, give or take work and how detailed pictures are, and I'm also gonna be re-organizing some stuff on my computer, and getting a couple more YCH things up *cause I'm really excited for the Steven Bomb coming up next week and I wanna doodle some SU themed stuff, so expect at least ONE group ych like that :P*

I'm still kind of all over the place and it's way too early for me right now, but that's what I get for going to bed super early last night - w -

Like, in the last 5 days, I've driven almost 20 hours of it and I'm kinda jetlagged without the air travel. but driving was cheaper = w =;

ANYWAY, things are still weird, so I apologize if I end up being slow on replies or just kind of shut off for a little bit. I AM trying to look into the new year for the silver lining on things, but it's like the teeniest little sliver right now and I'm having a hard time keeping sight on it. But it'll get better.


I hope everyone had a happy holidays! and if you didn't like me, we can pull through this, and 2016 is a whole new year. It'll be alright <:3