I'm actually bored not having anyone to talk to, I just need to hear voices that aren't in my head or are my own. I want to talk to someone and not feel like a weirdo loner, I used to have a lot of friends but it's my fault they all went on to do better things. Maybe, no I have to move on as everyone else does. Learning from mistakes, becoming new again, this is my year. Even if I don't leave the house often I'll just change and leave my self made cage, I don't want to be "normal" I really just want to be more than what I am and thanks to someone I know how. I don't have time for my own bullshit and even if I can't rid myself of these so called "problems" I'll just have to push them aside, you know what they say "fake it till you make it"