All too well, my friend.

Any particular thing eatin at ya?

aw sorry to hear you can relate to this but on the other side I feel less lonely knowing others feel kinda down this 2way too you know?

I don't think it is just one thing - my gallery most times just looks so boring and plain to me and I'm frustrated I cannot spend as much time improving and practising art as much as I'd like to :c

It's aight~ i know what you mean.


If it's a factor of not having time, then why be afraid to draw when you do have the time?

For me, i have plentyof time, it's more just. . . Feeling like it has no point and if i do it will not look how i want so it then gets too hard to even want to pick up a pencil or pen.

it's kind of the same that you described.
being afraid of failing again or still and be frustrated in the end or drivging oneself in an artblock by failing
I don't even really know it is just a feeling tbh
I didn't really have much time lately ( =weeks ) to really do anything so I am completely out of the flow and I am not at home but have my tablet with me which is different from drawing and everything feels just weird

Ahhh i see

I wish i had thesolution but i am in a rut myself.
I been just trying to doodle here and there to at least do /something/ but it still feels like i have homework due or something. This nagging feeling that won't go away, even tho i am not even in shool. So confusing.

yea being a busy person it is a constant feeling of prorastinating no matter what you do.
it is hard to relax and focus on drawing then.

one could say it is a constant feeling of not being rerady too
like
why is new years even happening in 2 days
where is my time

I gotcha~ yeah christmas didn't even really happen for me lol. 2015 can bite me

Nunja, klar man hat Angst zu failen aber man muss auch ein Fail zulassen können um besser zu werden, das ist einfach so weil du kannst eben nicht immer DAS perfekte Bild malen. Beweg dich von deinem eingetretenen Pfad weg, manchmal isses ne Sackgasse aber das gehört dazu. Hauptsache man bleibt nicht stehen.
Ich hab auch schiss dass ich nicht gut genug bin und ich weiß dass ichs nicht bin aber das stoppt mich nicht weil ich bin mit meinem jetzigen Stand unzufrieden- und ich hab keine Lust dass es ewig so bleibt, also ranklotzen. No pain no gain. Abgedroschen aber es stimmt.
Du solltest dich echt weniger geißeln, das macht dich nur frustrierter. Ich kenne das daher schreib ich das.
Viele haben momentan son Problem... Ich bin froh dass ich nicht die Einzigste bin in dem Loch.

I've been feeling the same lately.