Happy new year~ (long venty journal)
10 years ago
General
🎃 -- 🎃 -- 🎃 -- 🎃 -- 🎃 -- 🎃 -- 🎃i have so many conflicting emotions going on with 2015.
it was by far the hardest for me i think, in terms of pretty much everything.
I lived with my grandparents for 12 months after i lost just about everything in a house fire, including my three cats.
anxiety and depression for me was at its worst due to me living with my literally crazy grandparents and of course other things went along with it too.
However some of it wasn't all bad. I went to Florida and met
and spent time with her and her family. which i would go down and visit more in a heart beat if i had the funds.
And even though it only lasted a week, i was really happy with someone who liked me enough to hang out with me and did a lot of good.
which my anxiety fucked it up i think but STILL SOMETHING GOOD HAPPENED
A few weeks later i met my kitten ~ and i moved into my new house, designed my room how i've always wanted to and now i have my kitten who's 7 weeks old and fuckin precious.
I made a lot of new friends and i'm really proud of myself.. even if i chicken out and don't talk to them a whoooole lot
I EVEN KEPT MY JOB FOR A YEAR, DID PRETTY GOOD AND GOT A RAISE SO YA.
I seriously hope 2016 is gonna be a better year for me because 2015 was a bit disappointing.
anyway happy new years guys ~
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I still didn't send you that thing and I totally need to ahhhh
LOL its ok if you still wanna ill note you my address and if you don't thats ok. it was nice with the support i got from it so i'm good with whatever