the new years word for me today is...
9 years ago
desires
Hello everyone, sorry if no new content has come in at all on my side, but things in rl keep pilin on and i keep forgettin what i have planned. but for the randomness of this journal has an actual reason..one i think alot of people should here.
over the past few months i've been thinking about alot of things...some bein why i;ve been so tired latly..others bein that i had lost all semblance of drive and pride...something that i had after a while of bein online. then it hit me...i acheived a goal that i have had since my parents divorce..moving out of the damned life thats fucked me over. but there in lies a problem that appeared to have caused this down times v.v.. i needed a new drive, then i realized what i was missing, i gave up on bein a dreamer and tried bein satisfied with my life, i couldnt have made a worse mistake. our world needs us to dream, and to never stop, else we risk forcing ourselves to live with a risk to lose our belongings and maybe more..
and speaking of dreams...we arent alone either...our dreams link us with more then just each other, but with those who dont exsist or have long since died, all you need to do..is open the door in your dreams...and you will find that all our souls, creations and our loved ones both real, or dearly departed...trust me..it can help to fight off the darkness that covers the light you need[center]