I have some friends from DA on this site and I'm making this journal so hopefully they will see what I'm saying ...I didn't abandoned you guys on DA I would never abandon people I love like a family I would at least tell them I'm done with the site I wouldn't just get up and go I'd let them it hurts me to know that I'm not on DA to support them with the pain their going through everyday I wonder does anyone even care that I'm gone I think they forgot about me just because I'm not there now I'm crying right now I think I lost a person I called friend because of this and most people would tell to get over it but no I can't I just can't get over something that's my fault.... What I'm trying to say is I'm sorry I'm really sorry I'm still crying because I doubt anyone I know from DA or vise versa would even find and read this journal....good night.