I've been feeling a lot better about myself physically
Trying to love my curves more and see myself as others tell me I am
Beautiful

It's been a hard time finding confidence
I play myself off as cool calm and collected

But I have my days
everyone does

But now that I've been better I look at Bea's reference and I'm sad??
Like I want her to represent me more so we can be as close as possible.
I want her to be soft and plump and really BE me.

I am not the best at drawing curvy which is like.. Weird to me seeing as I am???
BUT IM GONNA TRY TO GIVE IT A SHOT

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whenmytabletwantstobehave..