Another family death. Please read this.
10 years ago
Hi all, afraid I have some bad news.
My granny died last night at 1:55am. She was 94 years old. We knew this was coming after all she wasa fair age and getting slowly weaker. Thankfully she passed peacefully, in her sleep. For those wondering it was my dad's mother and my last living grandparent. Well she'll be with my dad now I suppose.
I was very close to her and spent much of my childhood, teen years and early adult years with her, staying over at her house and such. She was a very large part of my life. She was a sweet little thing who seen no wrong in anybody. I loved her so much. And I'm gonna miss her like hell... (Heck I already did, she was moved to a nusing home about a year ago and such...).
Last night I suffered the worst migraine/panic attack of my life, I can't even describe how much pain I was in, except maybe 'extreme', 'paralyzing' and 'fucking terrifying'. It was my last chance to see my gran and I literally could not move and could not stop throwing up. I seriously thought I was gonna need to be hospitalized. Needless to say I feel rather shitty about that. It really felt like a part of me was dying or being ripped out... I don't know, there are no words.
So I'll likely be scarce for a while, got a funeral to plan and pay for etc... Commissions will be on hold for now. Sorry guys. If you would like to help out any my paypal is hv[at]howlingvoice.com and any help is hugely appreciated. I still have bills to pay as well v_v; They don't stop because my life did, ugh.
I will get back to working on commissions and art asap. But for now it seems I got some grieving to do...
Thanks for reading, Thanks for understanding adn Thanks for your patience. I love you all and I'm sorry to have to be the bringer of yet more shitty news D=
Also I hope your New Years was good/going better than mine is haha <3
My granny died last night at 1:55am. She was 94 years old. We knew this was coming after all she wasa fair age and getting slowly weaker. Thankfully she passed peacefully, in her sleep. For those wondering it was my dad's mother and my last living grandparent. Well she'll be with my dad now I suppose.
I was very close to her and spent much of my childhood, teen years and early adult years with her, staying over at her house and such. She was a very large part of my life. She was a sweet little thing who seen no wrong in anybody. I loved her so much. And I'm gonna miss her like hell... (Heck I already did, she was moved to a nusing home about a year ago and such...).
Last night I suffered the worst migraine/panic attack of my life, I can't even describe how much pain I was in, except maybe 'extreme', 'paralyzing' and 'fucking terrifying'. It was my last chance to see my gran and I literally could not move and could not stop throwing up. I seriously thought I was gonna need to be hospitalized. Needless to say I feel rather shitty about that. It really felt like a part of me was dying or being ripped out... I don't know, there are no words.
So I'll likely be scarce for a while, got a funeral to plan and pay for etc... Commissions will be on hold for now. Sorry guys. If you would like to help out any my paypal is hv[at]howlingvoice.com and any help is hugely appreciated. I still have bills to pay as well v_v; They don't stop because my life did, ugh.
I will get back to working on commissions and art asap. But for now it seems I got some grieving to do...
Thanks for reading, Thanks for understanding adn Thanks for your patience. I love you all and I'm sorry to have to be the bringer of yet more shitty news D=
Also I hope your New Years was good/going better than mine is haha <3
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And yeah I spent most of my life with her, I have alot of good memories...