So i have been drawn as a derp cat and a grumpy cat.
Derpy Carma by  dillydwagoness : http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18236951/
Grumpy Carma by Meep. : http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18165650/

These 2 looks are totally me and i really want an FA animated digital icon of carma to switch between the 2 moods. Looking for something toony and cute. If anyone can do this, please comment or note. I am offering art as trade of the valued amount for the icon.

I also want a Male form of Carma as Scar from Lion King to be A thing since i love Scar and cosplay as him now, i make one good looking Scar. lol.
Would be really neat to see it in a style of the movie, but not necessary
Will also be trade of the valued amount in art. Once again if you think you can help, by all means comment or note me. Thanks!!

[UPDATES}
So im finally feeling betterm went to my physical therapist and i begged if i could craft again and she said i could but not to sit their and craft all day, only a couple hours max right now. This is kinda good news cause i REALLY need to start work on 3 little hyena masks for Rustycon in a WEEK. HOLY CRAP IM SCREWED!! Can you guess why 3 little hyena masks?

Also i need to work on my RAVEN Cosplay from the ORIGINAL Teen Titans show. I have a belt, wrist bling and cloak broach to make, my friend and fellow cosplayer (who happens to be my new mom now! Will explain that below) Is making the cloak, boot spats and leotard.

I also need to go through my face painting supplies cause GUESS WHAT?? IM GONNA BE A FEATURED ARTIST in the artists alley at Rustycon!! What WHaa!!! lol So excited for that.

So Christmas was actuallt really nice this year, i was invited by my friend (the cosplaying one i mentioned above) who is in her late 30s-maybe early 40's, who is a mom of 2 great kids and so i spent Christmas with them and on Xmas morning they said they wanted to adopt me into their family and look after me in the means that i will always have somewhere to go or people to talk to if need be. I accepted ofcourse and her 2 kids tackled me saying they had an awesome big sister now, i cried and loved them back and i was like yay i have 2 younger siblings now!

Also my ear is doing better, for those of you who didnt know, my left ear has been giving me problems to the point where i lost a good portion of my hearing and constantly heard a "whoosh" sound. kinda like taking a big seashell to your ear and hearing the ocean, like that but triple that sound and it being in your ear for weeks. Oh and add some intense ringing sounds when you hear sirens or other high pitch sounds. Yeah that was hell and i had this same thing about 2 years ago with the same ear and my dr had to give me another shot into the ear drum which is also hell. She was like your gonna feel a little disoriented, then BAM your uncontrollably spinning in one direction, the room goes dark and you laying there doing barrel rolls and trying not to have a panic attack. Yea that was the first time i got the shot, this 2nd time i had my dog and my (now mom) with me and i was alittle more prepared for it and managed to not have a bad attack this time. It was a minute of mild spinning and i had to remember to breath and try to focus on a spot on the ceiling to stay from getting too disoriented.
So yea, the ear is much better, still mild ringing now and then, my hearing is back to what it was, not fully back though, never will be. But my Dr thinks i may have Ménière's disease which is an incurable genetic inner ear disease that causes progressive deafness and attacks of tinnitus and vertigo. The attacks can last from minutes to a day and even longer. The only way to be sure this is what it is; is to keep getting these attacks, thats the only way to be sure of the diagnoses so yay for that and i should just go on expecting this to keep happening more and more.

On another good note i had a wonderful lady come visit with me and stay the night while she was visiting from out of state;  Krystalis , You are such an awesome person and you made my night even if we didnt really do much, just you being there was enough. I enjoyed cuddling up and watching movies and streaming with you as guest. I want you and keep you, but i know you are with someone, but know that if they hurt you, i will come to save the day and swoop you up. Can't wait for you to be a permanent WA resident! XOXOXO

Well other than my stream getting more and more popular each time im online and the awesomeness of being adopted into a family that loves me and going to Rustycon for the first time, id say im doing ok. Its not all bad right now and im thankful for that.
Keep loving each other and continue making things better around you. Love you all!