So this has been going on since last year and it still feels like I was shot in my heart but a love arrow. I hate crushes so much lol. There is this guy in my wrestling classes that I can not help but to think about day and night. I feel like i'm going nuts just keeping my mouth shut. He is a little taller and bigger than me in muscle mass, not to mention smarter. HE is quiet but for some reason I feel he's a little protective. The dude refuses to train with anyone else but me (Im sure you know how much I screamed like a school girl in my mind when he said that). Honestly he has help me through alot of stuff in my class including learning new moves that I other wise would never have learned on my own. I would tell him this but there are the facts that most the people in our class are hetero dudes and big. Then there is also the fact that he could and or would never talk or train with me again. Then he could tell everyone else and make me a social outcast in one of my favorite class. *Pops the bad thought bubbles with a needle* Anyway would any one of you have any idea on how to get over him or break the attraction some how. Any ideas? please?