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9 years ago
*lifts up rock and peeks out slightly*
Yeah, I've been off radar for a while. Off radar, off-grid, off-pretty-much-everything.
Kind of a shame really. Everyone's been enjoying new year and stuff and all wishing each other the best and making plans for the year, talking all the usual stuff about reinventing themselves, you know, the usual bullshit that people say that's still kinda nice to subscribe to now and again.
But being a massive introvert who pretends to be an extrovert all the time is tiring, and I've had to force myself into my cave for quite a while to recover some of that energy. To be honest, I'm still not sure I'm ready to leave. I felt like I was, but complications popped up with my physical health (to be bundled with my mental health, of course!) and it just made me want to stay in the cave a bit longer.
Well, I know it's late, but happy new year and Christmas, for those who celebrate them. I had planned to release an album before the end of 2015. That was my goal that I set for myself like, ages ago. And I failed, so that's fun :P
I dunno, this is just turning into a journal that's packed full of self-pity, so I'm going to cut it short here.
But before I go...
Thanks for all the support everyone gave me in 2015.
I never thought anyone would actually listen to the remixes I made.
I never thought I would hear any of my remixes mic-spammed on TF2 (... apparently)
I never thought anyone would actually really watch me on here.
I never thought I would get Skype invitations from random people wanting to compliment me.
I never thought I would meet people who would set out to support and encourage me to believe in myself
... And there's a lot of other things that 'I never thought' would happen, but people made them happen for me.
So thank you. And I think about all of you on here every day.
And with that...
*sets rock back down again*
I'm hoping that in 2016, more of my dreams can come true.
Yeah, I've been off radar for a while. Off radar, off-grid, off-pretty-much-everything.
Kind of a shame really. Everyone's been enjoying new year and stuff and all wishing each other the best and making plans for the year, talking all the usual stuff about reinventing themselves, you know, the usual bullshit that people say that's still kinda nice to subscribe to now and again.
But being a massive introvert who pretends to be an extrovert all the time is tiring, and I've had to force myself into my cave for quite a while to recover some of that energy. To be honest, I'm still not sure I'm ready to leave. I felt like I was, but complications popped up with my physical health (to be bundled with my mental health, of course!) and it just made me want to stay in the cave a bit longer.
Well, I know it's late, but happy new year and Christmas, for those who celebrate them. I had planned to release an album before the end of 2015. That was my goal that I set for myself like, ages ago. And I failed, so that's fun :P
I dunno, this is just turning into a journal that's packed full of self-pity, so I'm going to cut it short here.
But before I go...
Thanks for all the support everyone gave me in 2015.
I never thought anyone would actually listen to the remixes I made.
I never thought I would hear any of my remixes mic-spammed on TF2 (... apparently)
I never thought anyone would actually really watch me on here.
I never thought I would get Skype invitations from random people wanting to compliment me.
I never thought I would meet people who would set out to support and encourage me to believe in myself
... And there's a lot of other things that 'I never thought' would happen, but people made them happen for me.
So thank you. And I think about all of you on here every day.
And with that...
*sets rock back down again*
I'm hoping that in 2016, more of my dreams can come true.
we will faitfully await your return!
~lights a candle which glows blue.~
Just knock if ya need tips~ c:
And I really hope your physical and mental health can recover soon, I'll be supporting you til the very end in a more respectful and patient way, I care a lot about you, and seeing you get physically and mentally hurts to see.
Thank you too for being so patient with me and I'll try my best to give you well deserved support, I believe in you! I always will.
Happy new year and a late merry christmas
Just... be safe, cutie, alright?
it sucks when your sick Dx
I hope you recover sooner than later, I love hearing your remixes and can't wait for the next one(s)! :3
I'm here for you when you want to come out. Or if you want me to hide under there with you too. Just stay safe and try to have fun as long as you can. If you can't then.. damn :\
Take care!