I know that frowns can spread faster then smiles if you let them, so I've decided that instead of trying to dig a hole and hide until my emotions take control like that, I should try to be a little more open this year. Thanks to everyone who tried to clam me down; I'm really sorry if I upset you at all. I'm a little sick so I haven't managed to read all the things that were said, but from what I did manage to get though, I can say that you are all way too sweet to me. I really do appreciate all the support and I'll be back on when I feel a bit better physically