I should just... stop doing lets plays... until I can get a video editor to work with... cuz I suck at it... so hard... and it's so demoralizing... it makes me want to quit because of how draining it is and how shitty everything always turns out. I wish I didn't have to video edit... if I had someone who could do it for me... I wouldn't have such a fucking problem. But I have very few friends in town... and I am not about to send gigabyte after gigabyte to friends over the web... and I can't afford to pay someone to edit for me... especially since D-PAD is not monetized... So I'm gonna just finish editing up what footage I have left... upload the shitty finished product... delete all the raw files off my PC... and then leave a message on the channel that it's going on hiatus for an indeterminate amount of time.

I've failed on keeping the channel up to date... on keeping uploads coming... on editing anything of quality... and I'm hanging it all up after I'm done putting out episodes with what is left to edit...