Is it worth it?
9 years ago
"Don't let the world decide how you are seen and heard, that is up to you" -Zeto
"I don't know what I'm not capable of, so nothing is stopping me from trying everything"-Zebbo
"I don't know what I'm not capable of, so nothing is stopping me from trying everything"-Zebbo
Every time I try to draw I find myself hating it a bit more, some stuipd part of my brain tells me to keep drawing and yet it's so pointlessly stressful I just can't. Were these damned thoughts put in my head by this fandom, yes they were but is it worth it? Hell no, I've been egged on to keep drawing by others but nothing has come of it and it never will. People should just stop telling me that I'm good or improving cause I don't see it and your just making me stress about being as good as people think I am. Drawing has become THE worst hobby ever, thanks for nothing stupid art. Oh by the way I can't draw for myself or enjoy drawing anymore all because I can't get over the fact that I'll never be good.
That isn't to say to keep drawing though. If it's stressing you out to a point that it's flat out unhealthy, than by all means stop. Your health and happiness should come first. Perhaps find another hobby that works for you -- Just something to keep yourself busy that helps you relax or makes you happy.