So it's been almost 2 weeks since my knee surgery. Though that time, I've spent the most of that time at my mom's sofa to heal. Only had my cheap laptop on me at the time. Also wasn't the best of mind set ether. The pills I got to numb the pain dazed me, and after I lighten up on the pill, I got some depression spells. Wasn't too fun but at least I had some skype friends to pull me though it.

I managed to do some internal thinking. Maybe nothing to intent realization, but more reinforcing changes that need to be done. It's not helping me to be as in-active as I am. I do have problems and need to take the steps to make sure I'm more efficient with my life. When to work and when to take a break. When to check up online and when to just let something play while I work. When and how long I play games. Maybe a big thing is I'm not letting myself enjoy games because I'm not relaxed enough to forget other projects I'm putting off. In the end, I usually end up wasting time on youtube for a quick fix, that turns into an all day fix. That's not what I want for myself. I want to become a person that enjoys being an artist and sharing my skills with others! I want to be known for the work that I do! For people to like, smile, laugh, and... Well, if some of you must. I'm not jodging.

Trust me, I can keep going with what I want to change and why, but I'll leave that for a later post. Who ever decides to read this is here for my knee update. I'm doing fine. At this point, my knee is still sore and will take another week or 2 before I go back to RL work. Good thing is I'm back at my main PC now and can work on art again! I have a few good art pieces lined up, some I doodled which I was at mom's, and I hope to have them all colored up and ready to share soon. I also do hope to get something going on that animation that I teased.

Thanks guys! See you soon in the next journal! Hopefully soon!