How should I put this...

I have been without my anti anxiety/depressants at the moment as i try to get them back this week. But in light of that and everything not coming out the way i want, and the fact that i overloaded myself on commissions because i had no choice but to take money to pay for much needed things (like medicine). I feel extremely mentally and emotionally overwhelmed, and its really distracting me from what i need to do.

Even now as i type this I'm trying to fight down a tearful breakdown... For now commissions are closed until i get myself back together. As for the commissions i have currently. I will still continuously, but slowly work on them overtime so maybe i can aim to do another mass upload when i get myself back together. I'm just tired of working on pics and start almost crying over how much i have to finish.

Sorry, i just need to refresh myself... I'll post an update as soon as i'm able.