That's what it feels like. Being ignored is painful no matter what everyone says about it. Especially if you're being ignored by a friend who you care and worry about. It's always the same thing really i make a friend, we get close, I try to make them happy, I worry when they are sad, then they just ignore me. This happens time and time again and it's very painful and depressive I've shed tears for people who don't seem to care. I guess I care too much for my own good. Despite everything that i do everytime I see them smile I think everything's alright then they just stop talking to me. Most people would call me a whiny child and that I should get over it but it's not that simple. After being ignored I get worried then depressed. Once someone is depressed everyone just comments "oh you're just looking for attention so grow up" as if that were the really reason. We are told to get over it and keep it inside we are told crying is for a child we are told what is wrong to do with our emotions because its not approved by others. We are told to keep it all inside until its too late. Depression just seems like sadness to others but in reality it's more than that But it just gets ignored. Someone seems kind and caring in the beginning but in the end they are just cruel human beings who think about nothing but themselves. If I get hate for this or be called an attention seeking whore then so be it