If eternal nothing is the outcome, it's not as scary as you think. You remember how scary and dark it was before you were born, right?

I don't. My life just happened like that. *Snaps finger*

But still. I'm really afraid. If we're done for, then why can't our lives be endless?

Our lives came out of nowhere and here we are, expected to believe this is it and we're all there is in the universe. I doubt that. In due time, you'll get the answer. Til then, live your life while you got it instead of fearing its end. You spend your days worrying about death, you won't live the days you DO get.

What happens to my mind after I die?
Well, nothing.
But... what do I think during that?
Nothing...
But how will that FEEL?
It won't......

Yeah, I think about that a lot and it sends me into a spiral.

But don't we go to heaven when we die?