As the days have passed as new things have shown their ways into my life as time goes by i look at the past and present....depressed, lonely, tired of suffering... all I am is kind, loving, understanding, open minded, and genuinely caring on all levels of life...yet all I ask for is the help and stability to take off, to succeed in life...Is that too much to ask? It seems it is...If i seem distant with all i care about and chat with...this is the reasoning...I feel the most absolute worthless and wished life would just stop crushing me....