I don't usually share very close information with my followers at large, it does happen rarely however

this is one of those times

my close friends already know this, but my father recently went into hospice care about a week ago, he couldn't stand on his own not long after coming home from the hospital, and had a range of other problems

anyway, i just got a call from the VA Hospice where he is now, that he's declining, he won't accept food or drink, and can't follow simple requests or instructions

so, unless a miracle happens shortly, i will probably lose him soon...which terrifies me, as much as we fought and disagreed, as badly as he treated me sometimes, i still love him and don't want him to go...

idk what will happen afterwards...if he does pass away
i may be inactive for quite a while on here, maybe, or i might throw myself into art again to try and cope, i don't really know

but please bear with me, as i'm treading unknown territory