Just a dumb ol' vent don't gotta read any of it unless you for some reason want too.

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I'm sorry to those who I owe art too school and life just been badly stressing me and depressing me a lot. And I lose motivation quick in my art. Might I also add I DON'T KNOW WHY I DO THIS I compare my art to many other amazing and talented people and just feel like it's all trash. I can say honestly I'm hating my art. Completely.

I hate feeling depressed I do not only do I get greatly ill but I tend to do really dumb things to both myself and others. When I'm depressed it's unbearable to the point I cannot take it any longer and snap. It's like a black hole of sadness I hate but never seem to stay outta it.

I feel like I do nothing correct and I just fail over and over again. Like I'm a disappointment just destined for nothing. I do try my best to tell myself I'm better than what I get told or what I'm thinking of myself. But that only lasts for so long.

I don't even know where I was going with all this. Sorry for the time waste if your reading this. Have a nice day dears.