Yeah, that year.... the year full of mistakes and regret. Nothing ever good came out of that year. I.... fucked up. Alot. Took a lot of time to fix my mistakes and clean myself up as well. I really don't want to pour my feelings and call this a vent. Just an explanation as to what I have done.

During that time I got into a really bad state of mind, something I don't want to explain. The short end of it... I think I pulled myself together. I've been depressed during that whole year, but always hid it from my friends and family by hiding behind a mask. Nobody really understood my pain and what I've have been going through. Most times I felt useless and I felt like I didn't have any purpose. I felt like every choice I made... always ended up making it worse for somebody. So I ended being quite.... always showing a smile that I was alright, but in my mind... something was eating me away... the guilt.... the pain.... isolated... I made it worse. It even affected me here. Where I use to post art.... then I suddenly step down to being a watcher because I felt... inept.

Then on December when I told my employees from my last job I was quitting for something better. The very next day they all came and celebrated with cake and drinks while we were working heh (nobody ever does this... when you leave... nobody cared. I guess I was the exception). I realized... that whatever I did... I stuck into my co workers hearts. It made me really happy again. Knowing with all my fuck ups, they cared. I then started to hang out with my friends once gain.... and as usual... we did something stupid(playing RL fruit ninja with a Katana and cutting other things), but I felt like I was a part of the group again. I got a new job on January, signed up for college and I feel like I've taken control.

I'm really hoping that 2016 will be my year and gives me another chance to move on.

Anywho... enough about me. It's been quite some time since I did something here. Why don't we liven things up a bit!:D
I'll take in any Rule34 idea you have, be it from a show you liked and or anything else... like... Renamon(again), Undertale(Yes! I played it and it's f*cking good!) or... whataver, you get the point!

if you'll excuse me...I need to chat with some other people in here in private. :)