Hello, I'm sorry for the extreme Delay in talking or being online at all. During the last few weeks I had a few different family related issues arise, My brother had a minor reaction to some pain medicine that needed help and a dear uncle of mine, well great uncle passed away rather suddenly. He had health problems due to Agent Orange in the past but was on the mend when a over night at the hospital caused him to catch MRSA.

He was only 63 years old and was my Grandmother's older brother. My Dad and I have been down with her for the past two weeks helping out with things and attending the funeral that was held last Friday. I honestly had felt too depressed and feared I was going to be spilling out my life troubles at everyone given that more then that happened this last month.

I finally felt functual earlier today and was able to go out and do something that didn't include Swapping Uncle stories with my dad and Grandpa.

For everyone counting on me these last few weeks I am sorry for being gone and will set to work on being more active again. I just couldn't bare coming on and pretending to be okay or happy. I also had retell the whole funeral out to my brother who got barred from going due to how overly emotional he got upon the news. Our Uncle was an awesome man who we would spend summers with as my Grandmother's family is tight knit. Actually my whole family is tight knit and even relatives not related to him in anyway where there with us so it's been stressful and hard to handle things lately.