I found out I have an investment fund in my hometown that is now in my name (from when I was little) I guess it's what's left of my college fund. If I can get it over here, I might have a few extra hundreds to get us out of here. If that doesn't pan out as quickly as I'd like, then my mate & I will be combining our tax refunds for the same reason. So, I'm feeling a bit more relaxed.

In other news, still looking for counseling. It turns out my bosses husband used to work @ the university & is some type of psychologist. He referred me to the center there with his name as a recommendation. They work on a sliding scale & I think they might work well with me. Feeling really good about figuring some things out. Even if they're just little ones.

Last week was extremely stressful, I had a bloody nose & almost threw up @ work because I had to open & close a shift as a lone manager. I didn't know how to close that well (only one time before with help). I kept getting bad surprises. My mate is having a strange health issue so we spent some time in the ER too getting him checked out. He's fine, but we still don't quite know what it is that's the problem.
Soooo, yeah, this week is soooo much easier. & I'm feeling much more optimistic about everything as a whole....& not so afraid. I told my bosses what had been going on & why I was so upset about being alone on a shift & they were very supportive. My coworkers did really great that day too & really stepped up to fill in for the people that missed that shift.

I know I complain about my job & the way the public treats me a lot but....it has it's moments. & I am so happy when I get to witness those. It gives you a little bit of something to hold onto.

Sorry for the ramble & thanks for listening as always. To  Luckyhusky I finally got a decent scan on your commisshy & have been coloring away!! Thank you for being so patient! Hope you all are having a great week out there~