Hey guys, to anybody that reads these, hey its kinda a sob story, and yeah its me being me... but i could use some advice on what to do, yet, i am going to be vague in the type of advice i need.... so sorry beforehand about that v.v

But... right now, there is something that I want to do, but am having serious issues with working up the ability to actually do it... i just need some kind of aid with how to fix that... how to actually be able to do it.... notes would be awsome, unless you have me on fb, or skype i just dun wanna throw too much information out here v.v